Personal Musings, Quick Fire Posts

Quick Fire Post #2 – “Think of Future Pam!”

I want to eat chocolate! 

Think of future Pam! 

I want to watch dog videos all day! 

Think of future Pam! 

I want to do some yoga!

Think of!… Well actually that’s okay. 

But this is a rare occurrence.

If I hadn’t found this mantra, I don’t know what I would be like today.

Probably still smoking and failing my GCSEs.

Yet sometimes, I find it so hard to deny these impulses and I think “why not?”, but that is when I must break out the image of myself in the future if I continue along this path.  Usually that nips it in the bud.

My mind shouts, “Don’t give in!”

My body responds, “Just do it! Who cares!”

Mind, “I care!”

It’s like two cats in a never-ending battle.

And I am torn between the two, not sure who I can trust or what I am capable of doing.

One can’t do any harm, right? 

And all progress is lost.

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